oh I have a thing tomorrow? guess I’ll go to bed at 2 AM instead of 3 AM

fun is a neurological trick


what a day!!!!!!!! nothing happened and i was tired


"Fun" is literally just a buzzword now.



"Fun" is literally just a buzzword now.



The embodiment of womanhood has nothing to do with stereotypes, fantasies, personalized projections, glamour, aesthetics, appeasement, subservience, obsequiousness or men. Women are allowed to care about the well being of themselves and other women.


the flowers in my garden looks like jewels

I have a problem in needing others to verify what I think or know, or even in what I like or don’t. Sometimes it’s not so bad; when I’m feeling especially awful, however, it’s magnified to where I am honestly in disbelief of my self.  It’s as if I still can’t grasp what it means to be an individual and not a collective— to trust myself or my own thought processes. 

I’m guessing growing up an abusive environment as well as being in a religion with cultish ideologies is why. It’s so difficult to throw off. 

“Sometimes people think they know you. They know a few facts about you, and they piece you together in a way that makes sense to them. And if you don’t know yourself very well, you might even believe that they are right. But the truth is, that isn’t you. That isn’t you at all.”
Leila Sales This Song Will Save Your Life  (via endangerment)


Sunsets and sunrises seen from the International Space Station.