oh I have a thing tomorrow? guess I’ll go to bed at 2 AM instead of 3 AM
what a day!!!!!!!! nothing happened and i was tired
The embodiment of womanhood has nothing to do with stereotypes, fantasies, personalized projections, glamour, aesthetics, appeasement, subservience, obsequiousness or men. Women are allowed to care about the well being of themselves and other women.
I have a problem in needing others to verify what I think or know, or even in what I like or don’t. Sometimes it’s not so bad; when I’m feeling especially awful, however, it’s magnified to where I am honestly in disbelief of my self. It’s as if I still can’t grasp what it means to be an individual and not a collective— to trust myself or my own thought processes.
I’m guessing growing up an abusive environment as well as being in a religion with cultish ideologies is why. It’s so difficult to throw off.